it's been along time since it was over. I had alot of time to think, to feel, to be sad and to be scared. I've done every bit of that. I've always known i had to get out of it, get out of my own imprisonment. I knew all along but, i couldnt get out of it. Someone kicked me , slapped me at the face, and, woke me up. Thank you. I've wanted to save myself for a long time, but u see, sometimes u need more than yourself to save yourself, u need friends, family. And that's what i had. thank you all of you, who've been with me all this time, thank you for you, who told me it wouldnt be fair.

i thank god for this, for this experience, it has been painful, but also very inspiring. It would have been worse if i had gone yet only to find out taht i was living in my own fairy tale.

Thank you guys.

so im moving out, leaving all this behind, im through being silly, sad, desperate.. im over it now..

it's time to step into a new world.

in case ur just as nosy as i am and u still wanna know about my life

just msn me for my xanga address~

dim ar...

u confuse me ...

can i talk to u?